[Ender/Demigod Arc]
If anyone had really looked, they would have noticed that Cinder was shaking.
The book in her hands was splattered with droplets of water that had, at some previous time, spilled from her eyes, and her form – huddled squarely in her usual place at the end of the bar – was hunched over in a way that very much did not suggest she was up for conversation. She was determinately scribbling away, ink spots already blooming in the places her hand had slipped from moving.
If her face hadn’t been turned quite deliberately towards the dark wall to her right, you might have caught a glimpse of her eyes; one a deep and biting purple, the other a pale and waspish gold. Every now and then she would glance up from the journal with a wild, frantic air and almost seem to rise, but every new attempt sparked a concentrated glare and a redoubled effort to continue to write.
The pages were slowly filling, but they did not seem to be filling fast enough for Cinder; with a soft groan and some frenzied rubbing of her head she called for the bartender. “I’ll take something,” she said, knowing full well that the people here tended to go overboard when not given a specific drink to mix, “something strong.”
If ever she needed something to take the edge off, it was now.
She did not look up when someone new plopped themselves down at the seat next to her – she did not want to risk it. She knew she looked like hell; not exactly the ‘air of professionalism’ she usually tried for. Instead she tilted up the pages of her book to shield the words and continued to write, intending to ignore whoever it was for long enough that they would just go away. She had enough problems right now without dealing with some overly nosey server inhabitant.